David Duer, "Gray Men"

A response to Holly Roberts

They have such small arms
those men in their gray herringbone suits


They flail their arms and gnash their teeth
those men with their gray sandpaper beards


They have such close-set eyes
those men with their gray briefcases and wallets


They bequeath such piercing looks
those men with their gray diplomas framed in ebony


They wear such fierce countenances
those gray men with their bespoke armor and shields


They have such unthinking grit and resilience
those men in their gray boats coming to our shores


They possess such compulsive thoughts
those heedless gray men coming to our green shores

 

Two Faces

In his mind
the thoughts of a young girl congregate
and then sing their awkwardly beautiful hymns
these are words he could never speak
why else does he think that boys are jerks
that video shooter games are lame
and then chooses a pony as his avatar


That look in his eyes admits to a lack of guile
or a recognition of how little control we have
over the world that presses in on us
like Manet's barmaid on a picnic in the woods
that she might grow up to be stalked by him
and then stabbed to death in an empty parking lot
or gunned down in some suburban shopping mall


In exile from the country of his mind he left behind
an ex-girlfriend suffocated and stuffed in the trunk of his car

  

Process Notes

Holly Roberts's collage portraits are evocative. As I got to know the portraits, they sent me to interesting and surprising places—current events in one poem, memories of my father in another. Each poem began to take on its own life and personality, although I did occasionally look back at the portraits to see what else they might be saying to me.

David Duer

Born in Akron, Ohio, and raised by Jesuits, David Duer is an English teacher at Cedar Rapids Washington High School and the advisor for the Washington Literary Press. His work has been published in Ascent, English Journal, Exquisite Corpse, and Poetry, among others. A chapbook of his poetry, To Bread, was published by Coffee House Press.